Self Improvement, Self Reflection
Will You Make It Before Your Loves One Dies?
Sorry if my question scares you, but we need this question to motivate us. Some of you may have similar goals to me, to be able to make your loved one happy and smile someday. It could be your parents, family, grandma, grandpa, aunt, uncle, friends, or strangers that put you out of the darkness and adopted you. Well, fuck bloodlines. Humanity is everywhere; it doesn’t give a fuck about lineages, states, tribes, religions, etc.
I’ve always wondered what lead me to my current circumstances so far. The answer is I can be in this position because the people who love me always give me their support. It is challenging to be the first child of a family where they surely put hope in me. To be the most excellent bloodline in my family. I know they don’t tell me directly, but I know every word even if it is not spoken. As human beings we have the ability to break the code, am I wrong?
However, facing this kind of situation, do I have to accept and face this challenge, or should I give them a sermon about the stoic philosophy dichotomy of control? Haha, I love challenges. I accept this destiny, and I will make it someday. No matter how far the road, how strong the wind up there, I will fucking make it.
In particular, to be able to achieve it I acknowledge that my biggest enemies are not the pain, pressure, long progress, those who said, “you won’t make it”, and so on. But, it is the time that I’m really scared of because it doesn’t fucking stop. Pain, pressure, long progress, and bad bitches mouth are a piece of cake. They disappear and stop sometimes. However, it is not for the time.
My biggest sadness so far is that I don’t have a father figure in my life. All my life, I grew up only with my mom. He teaches me a lot about life. About patience, hard work, kindness, humanity, etc. I owe her because everything that she does in the past is the main reason why I’m here. Oh God, please keep her alive at least until she can see me as the best version of myself. Please keep her until I have the power to buy her anything, to fulfill her dream of going to Makkah and Madinah, please allow her to see my child, please allow her to see me erasing 1% of hunger on this earth.
Oh, I’m crying now. This fucking life was really interesting and absurd at one time. How about you folks? Who is the person you love, and why? The main reason why I’m willing to give everything to be able to achieve my goals is the way I see life. Life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% of how you react to it. All those kindnesses that I receive, I will give it back 1.000 times. Good day…
